Positive Thinking

December 9, 2011 at 2:44 pm 7 comments

December 09, 2011
I have no clue why I am having anxiety issue’s .. Things are the best they have been since i moved here to the town home. But still my nerves are tore slam up .. Like I am doing something wrong like I am in trouble or something.. We have a job and things should be good .. I think it may be the coffee..
Already had my visit to the methadone clinic I took tomorrows dose too lol ..I do not do any drugs so damn its my reward . So if u don’t like it o well I went from being a str8 up druggy to me now so I think once a week taking a lil bit more is not hurting a thing..
I start working with Cara tomorrow..
My anxiety keeps creeping up on me I hate that .. I have no reason to have anxiety it is so stupid I should be happy as hell..
One thing I was thinking about yesterday is that when faced with any sort of dilemma I turn right to the all-mighty JAH.. It is embedded in my head. That my friend is a great train of thought.. I love that is how I am ..
While writing a comment on someone’s post I seen how JAH is on my mind a lot and I mean a whole heck of a lot..
Now I have to start thinking along these lines here when something comes up stop looking at the negative part of the problem but look at it the very opposite ..
so say i don’t have a job right instead of saying woo is me i don’t have a job i look at it this way okay i don’t have a job which means look at all these choices of work i can shoot for ..
Positive thinking its what makes you get into your higher self..


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  • 1. JesA.M.S.  |  January 22, 2012 at 2:51 pm

    Hey D,

    I’ve been reading through some of your blogs & just had to say a few things. First, great tittle for this one, the last line is so true “Positive thinking its what makes you get into your higher self..”. Keeping positive thoughts can make change our moods. I have P.T.S.D. which, caused me to battle w/ anxiety. I was on meds for depression/anxiety for a yr. I finally told my psych. Dr. I didn’t need meds anymore… I felt I was able take on the battle w/o meds. So the Dr. decided he would slowly drop my meds down until I was off them. I’ve been doing great managing my anxiety for 8month now :D! Anyway, coffee def. makes anxiety higher so I tend to drink decaff. Hopefully, you’re doing better w/ the anxiety now… sometimes adjustments in our environment cause a spike in anxiety. My docs say everyone has a bit of anxiety at times. It’s to take a step back when the worlds seems to be spinning too fast & just breath. A moment to process it all & give thanks for the many blessings & even for trails b/c we’ve the advantage of knowing God is beside us. KEEP POSITIVE & WRITING… you’re inspiring more lives then you may know 🙂 Plus it’s great therapy. To you & your family be well & be blessed friend.

    Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. Philippians 4:8

    • 2. WISDOM  |  January 23, 2012 at 10:46 am

      Thank you very very much.. your words are very humbling.. I am actually at a loss for words I will say this Thank you again.. Your comment means a lot.. I really would just like if JAH used me to help ppl and teach his word use me as a vessel. Thank you again

  • 3. Eric Alagan  |  December 27, 2011 at 3:19 am

    Hello there X Con Daddy,
    Thank you for following my blog. I have signed up to receive your posts and all.
    All good wishes with your book,

  • 4. mizshelcici  |  December 9, 2011 at 3:51 pm

    I lived in North Carolina for a LONG time. Hatteras and Ocracoke were the places my husband and I went to get out of Cherry Point. We share one MAJOR thing in common, Methadone. I am horrified of the day to come that I need to stop taking methadone all together. I want a third child with my husband, and I refuse to bring a baby into the world addicted to methadone. It isnt fair to the baby to go through that, I am allergic to Morphine, and the chance my child would be is great, Morphine is used for pain during withdrawl for the baby. I know very few people on Methadone. Im not on it for withdrawl, Im on it for Rheumatoid Arthritis. I cant take any codones, or morphine, Drug allergies arent fun but evidently coming off of Methadone is horrible and youll be wishing for death, I would do anything for the health of one of my children. Even risk my own. You commented on my blog, and I greatly appreciate that. If youre on Twitter feel free to follow me, Ill follow you back. Im happy to see that youre doing well, and have one of the cutest step daughters EVER. You are one lucky person. You have a wonderful wife who loves you obviously too. Well this comment has turned into a mini book, sorry. I am not following you, because your blog is pure, raw, real, and great…..Peace and Carrots–Micheale Chaney

    • 5. WISDOM  |  December 12, 2011 at 11:58 am

      Thank you very much.. I enjoyed reading your comment I am on face book I am not to into twitter .. I hope u read more of my things .. I put stuff about everyday life .. I wanna be an author but I’d really like to ( not career wise ) speak to young ppl or anyone that needs to hear of someone that mad it .. Thanks again .. I hope to chit chat more and I am looking forward to reading more of your work

  • 6. Bill Howdle  |  December 9, 2011 at 3:18 pm

    Hey just me again. I hope you will respond to my birthday request.

  • 7. Bill Howdle  |  December 9, 2011 at 3:15 pm

    Hi, I had to pop over for a visit after reading the nice comment you left over on my blog. In your comment you said I was a strong man and I do thank you for that. After reading what I see here, I have to say that you are a very strong man. You have a lot on your plate, so much to deal with and deal with it you are. I admire and respect that. Life is not always easy but hang in there man it does get better.
    That I know from my own experiences.


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